The Lonely Journey...

Finally got another duty from the office,
Another time to travel to another place that I've never visited before... hmm
Kinda good at the first time, it was a tourism city though, and it's beautiful--I should admit it!
Well but not every journey makes you happy,
Especially when you know that you're not just gonna have fun there, but you're on duty!
:D
Well but I tried to give thanks for it.. and tried to enjoy it anyway.....

Yes, everything ran well that time..
Love the job, and the people....
But then finally got a lil stressed out because of the tasks I needed to do...
And also the feelings of being alone and low finance (when the money hasn't been given to me) made me feel even worse....
Then I cried, all alone at the midnite...
Suddenly mum called me, and tell everything which made me felt better!
Ah thanks MOM!!
But still, really needed someone to be there with me, and talk directly... :(

Then got another call, mysteriously called me, and surprise! it was the senior....
:O
He asked everything, and made me even felt better... Don't know why, just feel more comfortable with him......
hmmmhh.........

TOS

Well... Days at the university was exciting!
But it's getting more exciting when I found something attracts me more..LOL :P

The Orientation Season (TOS) by the seniors was not that exciting at the first time.. Nothing special in it.. And of course we need to spend more time at uni because of it.. :(
But then I found it interesting when we need to collect a scrap book and asked to find the seniors' identity... haha
Well, I liked that because that's just different, I love to make something that need creativity, so I made the scrap book by myself.. So it's interesting...

And.... The first day of the "hunting" began....:D
Ah, I remembered it was a very beautiful day.. It was sunny, and it's warm, and not hot.
I went to the organization room, and I met some seniors there, then I was about to start hunting, because none of my friend was there and I thought it's a luck! Cause I didn't have to queue up to collect the id's,...

Firstly I started out with the seniors out of the room, I started opening my scrap book, and they acted like surprised, so, it's a good sign.. lol
I was intended to first asked the ID of a funny senior, but he told me to have the chairman of the committee (TOS)'s ID.. then i said oh well....

So I approached the chairman and asked for his ID..
Anndd oh, he is so nice and kind then he started fill in my scrap book with his Japanese's writings... :D cute! I talk to myself....
It's a NEAT writing! I mean I've never seen such a boy like him with that neat writing...

LOL
Well I found him interesting to be known...
But..I've never dreamed that it's gonna work (I mean go this far)..........

The Prince Finally Appear but Then Disappearedd..

Woah.. really long time no see diarz...
Life's been so busy and been quite complicated....
well, it's a really COLORFUL life..


Finally found someone who can always make me smile...
I don't even understand how could we be this close now.. :)
Uh but I am happy! It begins with a very little thing that I've never imagined to be like this..
It's SURPRISING! its like a present...
He asked me to be his girlfriend.. and I am so happy for that...
But I am also sad...
We can't make it, we can't be together.. It's because our difference of religion....
I never want to force it.. so we have to let go the desire of our hearts..
But I am glad that we still can keep in touch although we know we're "impossible"

He always makes me laugh, happy, and be the real me... He is the Prince...
Finally Appear, but then have to disappear....
T.T :'(

Da Day and Love Probs?

   After finished doing all of the house-works that my mom asked me to do, finally having a free time!  This free day of Uni allows me to go blogging! Uh very happy! Beside looking for some references for a task I could do blogging a lil.. ;D

   Oh what the day!  Girls waiting? Or boys waiting? Lol both could be right. But I'm waiting! But it doesn't bother at all. I'm busy, and he's busy... and I am a patient person! LOL! Yes, sometimes we may feel bored and tired of waiting, of course. But when you find someone you really love and can't live without, you won't give up that easily. 

    But a lil advice from me, when you love somebody, love him/her with all your hearts, but not all your minds, so if you lose them, it'll just hurt your heart and not your mind! Haha.. And  yes, you do have to give up, if they TOTALLY rejected you. Don't be foolish, the rule: don't waste your times for something that you know you really can't reach! It doesn't mean to stop dreaming, but it means to be a "realistic" person too... Of course without dreaming and hoping, you are living a "half-life". But you will know it in your deepest side of your heart, when you need to stop forcing your self and waste your time on something. You may hurt, but don't let them ruin your life! Life goes on guys! Everyone has their soul-mates. So don't be panic when you can't have someone...... But if and only if you see a lil signal from them which indicates that they may like or love you too, don't give up that easy. They may just want to make sure, whether you're serious on being in a relationship or not.

   Well, I'm not that "professional" in Love Probs, but maybe I'm kinda talented? haha... I'm not that lucky in "Love matters" about having someone to love, but I'm quite talented in making people find their true loves! =D.. Can't understand that a lot though.. But still, I believe that my turn is coming! lol

  

  Hoping doesn't cost anything, and it makes you happy! (But still remember the rule). And for those new lovers--new teenagers, love always can make you crazy when you first fall in love. I got some experiences about being in "love". For sure, all of us ever fall in love, I will give a standing-applause for someone who never ever fall in love! lololol!

   It's not that I want to encourage you to be crazy in love, but I know, without love, your days won't be colorful! Whether it's love from your parents, friends, or maybe your boyfie/girlfie.

 

   Enjoy life! Love yourself but also don't forget to share it to others, or you'll be a selfish person. Give time for yourself, for your family, and for your friends. Keeping those things in balance will make your days better!

It's Me

Sorry, I deleted those last posts for personal reasons.. :)

   Dear readers, I named this blog The Diary of The Mineral Girl, because it represent myself as the "mineral girl" coz i love mineral water so much...lol.....

It might be funny for some people to share their daily diary to public. But I share it because firstly, I love to write things, and secondly I hope you may get something from my diaries! Haha.. That sounds unfeasible and 'll feel honored to have you as my readers..

   Well after I entered university I used to have no time for blogging, cause I have to read books, do tasks, but I miss blogging! LOL. That's why I will  give time for it sometimes to blog again.. =)

   Writing makes me feel better, pouring what's inside of this mind and heart makes me feel good, to be filled with other things, beside that, I do writings because I'm a quite forgetful person.. =D. Even though  I really realize that I'm still bad at writing, but I have a desire to be a good writer.. This diary may not contains all the things about me and my days but also my thoughts of every aspects of life.. :) So, I hope you enjoy reading this diary, and I hope you could be cheered by it. Thank you!

--The Secret Writer--